SALAM MAAL HIJRAH

selamat menyambut tahun baru hijrah..saya harap dgn tahun baru ini anda semua dpt memperbaharui semangat anda dan yang paling penting memperbaharui niat anda..make sure yg niat anda semuanya kerana ALLAH..LILLAHITAALA..ingat la perjuangan Rasulullah S.A.W dan shbt2 nya satu ketika dahulu..bersusah payah mereka berhijrah utk menyebarkn Islam..cuba kita bandingkan situasi mereka dgn situasi kita skrg ini..sanggup ke kita pergi ke sesuatu tempat yg jauh semata-mata utk menyebarkan Islam???walaupun skrg ini kita ada kenderaan yg canggih..kereta,kapal terbang,etc....kalau nak dibandingkan dgn zaman Rasulullah S.A.W..mereka hanya menggunakan unta untuk berhijrah atau mengembara..huhu..dah tak larat nak tulis..tgh sakit kepala sgt mencari article..huhu..nntii sy update..bila masa mengizinkan..dgn izin ALLAH..

SHORT STORY..FOR MY COLLEGE READING..WHY ME?

            “ARGHHHHHH.........!” an extreme shout comes from her. She became like the one in mental hospital out of a sudden. All of her roommates were so shocked seeing her change. She felt so stressed with her mother. Her mother seems not being understanding at all. She wants to bring her friend over to her house on the holidays but her mother did not agree. That night were supposed to be a fun night as it was a night for the girls annual dinner. This means that they can wear anything they like and do whatever they want as the boys will not be there. It is more like a girl’s night out. She was very happy at that afternoon but as soon her mother called, immediately she become moody. She had been thinking about bringing her friend to her house so she will not be so bored during the holidays. Her mother simply stopped her intentions.

            Soon, in the annual dinner, everybody was having fun but for her it is such a horrible time thinking of her mother. Her friends were singing and eating but she just sit on a chair. While looking to her friend’s cheerful face, she remembered about how her life goes on for 18 years long.

            “UWEKKKK....UWEKKKK”, a cry from a baby girl. A sound that she wanted to listen so much. She felt like she was the happiest woman in the world. Although her husband was not beside her like other husband but it is alright. Her pain is replaced with the cry that gave her calmness. Now, she is a mother although she is just 16 years old. For many women, having a child in the age is impossible but she makes it possible. 20 November 1991, the day her cute little child was born. She will remember that date forever.

            Maizan Maisarah bt. Ismail, that was the name given to the little girl. She had a happy life with her parents being beside her wherever she goes. Her mother cooked her favourite dish every day. The situation goes on for about 12 years. Having 5A’s for her UPSR gave her the chance to enter SBP, the school that most people wanted to go.

            7^th January 2004, that was the day Maizan entered Sekolah Menengah Sains Sultan Mohamad Jiwa. Her parents were so happy seeing their beloved daughter has taken one step forward to a success life. Her life as a student continued normally at that school for a week. Then, Maizan went back to her house during the weekends. Her father and her younger brother fetched her from her school using her mother’s car. Around 5 pm, they reach Terengganu. Her father brought them to the field to play soccer while waiting for their mother to finish her work. As promised, her father fetched her mother at Hospital Marang and soon drove back to their house. They reached their house when it was Isyak time.

            This was when the tragedy started. Maizan’s mother found his father’s dirty soccer shoes in her car boot. She was so pissed off and she just threw them on the floor without thinking about the consequences. “Why did you throw my soccer shoes?” asked her father. “You know that I don’t like dirty things to be in my boot” answered her mother. Then, they just kept quiet and all of them went into their house. Maizan missed her younger brother so much and started to talk to him about everything that happened when she was not around. They laughed while watching the television when suddenly they heard a strange noise. A noise as if people were shouting. They continued their chat thinking that the noise was from their neighbour. After a few minutes, they realized that the sound was from inside their parents’ room and they started crying. Maizan took a brave act and went to her parents’ room and asked for her father explanation. “Why are you beating up mother? Have pity on her please”, said Maizan. “Just shut up. Don’t interfere. This is between your mother and me”, shouted her father. She went away with rolling tears falling down her face. She then sat with her brother and cried together until they fall asleep.

            “KokKokKok...” the sound of the rooster woke Maizan and his younger brother from their sleep. They immediately rushed into their parents’ room. Maizan was very touched to see her mother squatting at the corner of the room. Her brother and Maizan ran to their mother and asked their mother what did their father did. “Your father is an animal. He is even more useless than an animal. He is so heartless!’’, shouted her mother. Her mother kept saying bad things to her father. She went nearer to her mother and found out that her mother eyes were swollen on one side. There was blood flowing out of her mother’s lips.

            That was how the black tragedy happened. It had changed Maizan’s life. At school she was a happy go lucky student that no one ever expected that she came from a broken family. All of her friends knew about the real her only after she told them the actual story. She has been staying with her mother for the past 5 years. This means that she has been apart from her father for also 5 years. That absolutely gave a big impact to her as she is the first child in her family. Her father kept pushing her to pursue her mother to be together again. She was so tensed because she needed to focus on her studies and at the same time find the solutions to her family problem. Most of the time, she complaint to her creator, Allah. Even though she knows that we must not complain over the test Allah gave to humans but she cannot even hold it anymore. She was so jealous to see her friends having a happy family. Certain people do not have a happy family but they are rich and the same things go all around. Some people are happy even though they are poor. For her, it seems that she got nothing. Either happiness in a form of  money nor a happy family.

            “Maizan....do you want some drink?’’ asked Shauqa. Shauqa’s question woke Maizan up from her dream of her past. “No, thanks.” said Maizan. Then she walked back to her room and started crying thinking about her painful past. Slowly, she grabbed the Al-Quran on her table and starts to recite it as tears rolling down her cheek.

             “Ya Allah, only you can give me the calmness for all my anxiety. Even though I have been ungrateful to you for so many times but you are still here for me. Only you that loves me so much.” said Maizan. Then, she suddenly thought, “Maybe I am not the one to get humans love but the most important thing is that Allah loves me. Alhamdulillah.” Maizan thought. You kept challenged me with all kind of test that keeps making me asking Why Me? Why I am the one that have to go through all this in this very young age? I forgot that all this shows you love me. You are so great. Allahuakbar. I love you Allah, forever and ever, my true love.          

RINDUNYA DEKAT SESEORANG NI....

tengok tajuk tu mesti mcm tertanya-tanya sape dia kan?
ada la..nak tau??x boleh..huhu..tp jgn pkir pelik2 ya..seorang sahabat..
saya cuma nak bgtau entah kenapa..baru beberapa bulan sy berpisah dgn dia tapi diri ini dah mcm x keruan..
xtau la lps ni mcm mn..sy sendiri pun x bleh bayang..bleh dikatakan tiap2 hari dan hampir tiap2 masa sy ckp psl dia..smpai shbt2 sy yg len pun naik tension..ye la..agaknya depa boring sgt dh kot dgr..lagi2 mya..kesian kt mya..x abis2 srh dia kol si dia..bg sy hanya dia yg bleh mengubati resah di hati setakat ni..
nak dijadikan cter..td sy ke jusco bersama mya dan erny..asyik sy brjalan kt tmpt2 yg da byk restoran..tiba2 sy terdengar seperi ada orang yang memanggil saya.."jeda".......dan yg peliknya suaranya seperti dia..suara yg selalu mmbuat hati sy berasa tenang kecuali bila dia tgh marah..huhu..menggerunkan..huhu..setakat ni dh dua kali kena mrh dgn dia..
tiba2 tringat plak da satu kali tu, dia dtg ke bilik utk memberi tiga biji samosa n template pmh..sbb marahkn sy..mmg lwk la sy rasa..dh la mai tgh2 mlm..sy pnya la tunggu dia sepanjang mlm..smpai last2 sy hampir2 nk trtido br dia datang..huhu...
ntah la..walaupun br satu sem sy melalui hidup dgn dia tapi seperti sy telah mengenali dia begitu lama sekali..seakan susah utk berpisah dgnnya..hurmmm...
tapi nak bt mcm mn kn..SETIAP PERTEMUAN SUDAH TENTU ADA PERPISAHAN..
so, sandarkan cinta kita kepada ALLAH sblm mencintai manusia...
ok la..shbt2 dah bising ni nk pi mkn..
antaranya ialah LASAGNA..huhu..k la..jgn jeles..nak????pergi beli sendiri ya..:b

NUKILAN SEORANG SAHABAT

from erny.......

salam Jeda.

Rasa macm kte dah lme kenal. tpi klu dibilang dgn jari kte kenal x smpai sethaun jagung pun. mungkin inilah ikatan ukhuwah yg selalu kte dgr tapi jarang kte rasainya. ikatan ini juga terjalin atas takdir Allah jugak. Klu kte x pergi ke rumah Allah kte x kan dpt kenal hang. tpi pejam celik x lme lagi kte dah nak berpisah physiclly tpi hrap mentally jganla lpe kenagan kte bersame. kadang2 ape yg kte makin kejar bende tulah makin jauh dri kte. x tawla ape kaitannye. sje je nak padatkan kalam ni. tapi ungkapan ni byk beri kesan dl kehidpan gue. sebab pernah dlu kte nak sgt gi luar negara dgn berbekallkan sijil SPM tpi x ckup syarat kot. tpi yg pling penting sbnanrnye Allah x benanrkan. sebab Allahlah pling memahami kemampuan dri ini lbih dr diri sendiri. tntag Jeda kte harap hang sbrlah hadapi sgala dugaan n ujian yg Allah bg. jgn selau cpat melenting sbab byk padahnye. kte harap hang dpt merasai 'rumahku syurgaku'. syangilah keluarga anda seadanye. wassalam..............

UKHWAH...???

kalau anda sebutkan ukhwah..apa perkara pertama yang sampai di fikiran anda?semestinya perhubungan kan...bagi sy, secara spesifiknya, uhkwah bermaksud perhubungan yang dijalinkan sesama sahabat yang berada di atas jalan ALLAH..maksud sy sahabat sesama jantina..klau kita tgk, ukhwah  ni bleh menyinari hari2 kita dan juga boleh mengelapkan hari kita seperti langit mendung sebelum hujan..terpulang kepada individu itu sendiri utk menentukan uhkwah bagaimana yg dikehendaki..tepuk dada tanya iman..itu yg sy selalu dengar dan cuba kita amalkn..cuba kita bt experiment ttg kenapa ada org yg berukhwah tetapi melalui saat2 kedukaan..melalui pengalaman sy..kebanyakan org begitu kerana mereka berukhwah sesama manusia tetapi tidak mendahulukan ALLAH..mereka lebih mengingati sahabat sampai sehari x call mmg x sah..so, sama2 la kita membina ukhwah yg berlandaskan kepada jalan ALLAH..dgn selalu mengingati ALLAH, insyaALLAH kita akan dpt dua kasih sayang..huhu..kasih sahabat dan semestinya kasih cinta sejati kita, ALLAH..i love ALLAH..(cuba ungkapkan dalam monolog seharian kita)...huhu..:D

KEPADA JEDA?

Salam...

Jeda ni memang pelik. Tetibe suruh orang tulis kat dalam blog die. Hm.. Tapi x tau nak tulis aper :p

Hm, first skali nak ckap kat sahabat yang ni SYUKRAN byk2 sbb sudi datang umah..
Walaupun rumah ni serbe kekurangan, tapi sudi gak ek Jeda dtg. Hehe
Hm, x reti ah nak manje2, tapi just ingat yang Nur Samihah binti Khairir akan sentiasa mengingati Nurisma Syaheeda sbg Sahabat nye dunia akhirat. Doalah same2 moga2 kita ditempatkan dlm syurgaNya. <3

Jeda ni kalau bab2 bersahabat, die mmg pandai cari. Jeda org yang peramah, bersyukur jumpe org mcm Jeda.
Jeda lain dr yang lain. Bersyukur gak Jeda dipilih menjadi Pengerusi (Sementara) Surau Mawar. Memang menjalankan tugas dengan baik. Harap2 Allah jadikan Jeda salah seorang pemimpin di kalangan kaum Hawa di Syurga Allah kelak.. :) Kite sayang kat sahabat mcm awak :p

Hahaha, Jeda... Seriously, tak tau nak ckp ape lagi. Just SYUKRAN kerana sudi bersahabat dgn kite :)
Alhamdulillah dpt sahabat mcm Jeda. Sahabat mmg sahabat, tapi jangan ah smpai tiap2 hari kene dtg bilik Jeda! Sian roommate kite! Mmg la kalau datang bilik Jeda dpt menghilangkan bosan n menceriakan hati ni, tapi kite kene jage hati roommmate gak kan? Heheh..

Takot nak tulis lebih2 kat sini. Lagipun blog ni Jeda punye. Takot2 nnt terase tuan punye blog. Hehehe
Sampai di sinilah Jeda ye. Walaupun x bermakne sgt n sempoi je, tapi harap terimalah dengan seikhlas hati ye, Jeda <3

UHIBBUKI FILLAH, Nurisma Syaheeda Ismail

~Wassalam

FIRST TIME KE SEREMBAN

Skarang ni kat rumah Mya. Sajer nak bertukar angin mlawat umah sahabat. Erny pun ader skali.. :)

First time masuk umah, Mya, x tau nak cakap ape. Haha...

Tadi singgah LCCT (KLIA) sat. Mya hantar ayah dia. Ayah dia nak pi Langkawi. Mya kata nak berdating ngan mak dia. Haha, lawak la Mya ni.. Tapi ni first time singgah kat KLIA. Orang ramai sungguh! Tringin nak jalan2 kat situ, tapi Mya x kasi sbb dia nak balik cepat. Homesick. Isy, Mya ni, potong line btul! X sempat nak jumpa mak Mya sbb mak Mya tersekat dlm jam on the way nak pi KLIA ni. Huhu.. :(

Mya ajak pi umah dia. X tau sbb apa. Dah x wat apa dah, baik ikut ja ye tak?

Malam ni nak buat assignment. Journal. Tapi skarang tgah online sat. Nak ambik mood blajar. Haha

Klah. Nak solat isyak berjemaah dgn sahabat :)

~Wassalam