Sunday, December 20, 2009

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH

selamat menyambut tahun baru hijrah..saya harap dgn tahun baru ini anda semua dpt memperbaharui semangat anda dan yang paling penting memperbaharui niat anda..make sure yg niat anda semuanya kerana ALLAH..LILLAHITAALA..ingat la perjuangan Rasulullah S.A.W dan shbt2 nya satu ketika dahulu..bersusah payah mereka berhijrah utk menyebarkn Islam..cuba kita bandingkan situasi mereka dgn situasi kita skrg ini..sanggup ke kita pergi ke sesuatu tempat yg jauh semata-mata utk menyebarkan Islam???walaupun skrg ini kita ada kenderaan yg canggih..kereta,kapal terbang,etc....kalau nak dibandingkan dgn zaman Rasulullah S.A.W..mereka hanya menggunakan unta untuk berhijrah atau mengembara..huhu..dah tak larat nak tulis..tgh sakit kepala sgt mencari article..huhu..nntii sy update..bila masa mengizinkan..dgn izin ALLAH..

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

SHORT STORY..FOR MY COLLEGE READING..WHY ME?

            “ARGHHHHHH.........!” an extreme shout comes from her. She became like the one in mental hospital out of a sudden. All of her roommates were so shocked seeing her change. She felt so stressed with her mother. Her mother seems not being understanding at all. She wants to bring her friend over to her house on the holidays but her mother did not agree. That night were supposed to be a fun night as it was a night for the girls annual dinner. This means that they can wear anything they like and do whatever they want as the boys will not be there. It is more like a girl’s night out. She was very happy at that afternoon but as soon her mother called, immediately she become moody. She had been thinking about bringing her friend to her house so she will not be so bored during the holidays. Her mother simply stopped her intentions.
            Soon, in the annual dinner, everybody was having fun but for her it is such a horrible time thinking of her mother. Her friends were singing and eating but she just sit on a chair. While looking to her friend’s cheerful face, she remembered about how her life goes on for 18 years long.
            “UWEKKKK....UWEKKKK”, a cry from a baby girl. A sound that she wanted to listen so much. She felt like she was the happiest woman in the world. Although her husband was not beside her like other husband but it is alright. Her pain is replaced with the cry that gave her calmness. Now, she is a mother although she is just 16 years old. For many women, having a child in the age is impossible but she makes it possible. 20 November 1991, the day her cute little child was born. She will remember that date forever.
            Maizan Maisarah bt. Ismail, that was the name given to the little girl. She had a happy life with her parents being beside her wherever she goes. Her mother cooked her favourite dish every day. The situation goes on for about 12 years. Having 5A’s for her UPSR gave her the chance to enter SBP, the school that most people wanted to go.
            7th January 2004, that was the day Maizan entered Sekolah Menengah Sains Sultan Mohamad Jiwa. Her parents were so happy seeing their beloved daughter has taken one step forward to a success life. Her life as a student continued normally at that school for a week. Then, Maizan went back to her house during the weekends. Her father and her younger brother fetched her from her school using her mother’s car. Around 5 pm, they reach Terengganu. Her father brought them to the field to play soccer while waiting for their mother to finish her work. As promised, her father fetched her mother at Hospital Marang and soon drove back to their house. They reached their house when it was Isyak time.
            This was when the tragedy started. Maizan’s mother found his father’s dirty soccer shoes in her car boot. She was so pissed off and she just threw them on the floor without thinking about the consequences. “Why did you throw my soccer shoes?” asked her father. “You know that I don’t like dirty things to be in my boot” answered her mother. Then, they just kept quiet and all of them went into their house. Maizan missed her younger brother so much and started to talk to him about everything that happened when she was not around. They laughed while watching the television when suddenly they heard a strange noise. A noise as if people were shouting. They continued their chat thinking that the noise was from their neighbour. After a few minutes, they realized that the sound was from inside their parents’ room and they started crying. Maizan took a brave act and went to her parents’ room and asked for her father explanation. “Why are you beating up mother? Have pity on her please”, said Maizan. “Just shut up. Don’t interfere. This is between your mother and me”, shouted her father. She went away with rolling tears falling down her face. She then sat with her brother and cried together until they fall asleep.
            “KokKokKok...” the sound of the rooster woke Maizan and his younger brother from their sleep. They immediately rushed into their parents’ room. Maizan was very touched to see her mother squatting at the corner of the room. Her brother and Maizan ran to their mother and asked their mother what did their father did. “Your father is an animal. He is even more useless than an animal. He is so heartless!’’, shouted her mother. Her mother kept saying bad things to her father. She went nearer to her mother and found out that her mother eyes were swollen on one side. There was blood flowing out of her mother’s lips.
            That was how the black tragedy happened. It had changed Maizan’s life. At school she was a happy go lucky student that no one ever expected that she came from a broken family. All of her friends knew about the real her only after she told them the actual story. She has been staying with her mother for the past 5 years. This means that she has been apart from her father for also 5 years. That absolutely gave a big impact to her as she is the first child in her family. Her father kept pushing her to pursue her mother to be together again. She was so tensed because she needed to focus on her studies and at the same time find the solutions to her family problem. Most of the time, she complaint to her creator, Allah. Even though she knows that we must not complain over the test Allah gave to humans but she cannot even hold it anymore. She was so jealous to see her friends having a happy family. Certain people do not have a happy family but they are rich and the same things go all around. Some people are happy even though they are poor. For her, it seems that she got nothing. Either happiness in a form of  money nor a happy family.
            “Maizan....do you want some drink?’’ asked Shauqa. Shauqa’s question woke Maizan up from her dream of her past. “No, thanks.” said Maizan. Then she walked back to her room and started crying thinking about her painful past. Slowly, she grabbed the Al-Quran on her table and starts to recite it as tears rolling down her cheek.
             “Ya Allah, only you can give me the calmness for all my anxiety. Even though I have been ungrateful to you for so many times but you are still here for me. Only you that loves me so much.” said Maizan. Then, she suddenly thought, “Maybe I am not the one to get humans love but the most important thing is that Allah loves me. Alhamdulillah.” Maizan thought. You kept challenged me with all kind of test that keeps making me asking Why Me? Why I am the one that have to go through all this in this very young age? I forgot that all this shows you love me. You are so great. Allahuakbar. I love you Allah, forever and ever, my true love.          

Saturday, December 5, 2009

RINDUNYA DEKAT SESEORANG NI....

tengok tajuk tu mesti mcm tertanya-tanya sape dia kan?
ada la..nak tau??x boleh..huhu..tp jgn pkir pelik2 ya..seorang sahabat..
saya cuma nak bgtau entah kenapa..baru beberapa bulan sy berpisah dgn dia tapi diri ini dah mcm x keruan..
xtau la lps ni mcm mn..sy sendiri pun x bleh bayang..bleh dikatakan tiap2 hari dan hampir tiap2 masa sy ckp psl dia..smpai shbt2 sy yg len pun naik tension..ye la..agaknya depa boring sgt dh kot dgr..lagi2 mya..kesian kt mya..x abis2 srh dia kol si dia..bg sy hanya dia yg bleh mengubati resah di hati setakat ni..
nak dijadikan cter..td sy ke jusco bersama mya dan erny..asyik sy brjalan kt tmpt2 yg da byk restoran..tiba2 sy terdengar seperi ada orang yang memanggil saya.."jeda".......dan yg peliknya suaranya seperti dia..suara yg selalu mmbuat hati sy berasa tenang kecuali bila dia tgh marah..huhu..menggerunkan..huhu..setakat ni dh dua kali kena mrh dgn dia..
tiba2 tringat plak da satu kali tu, dia dtg ke bilik utk memberi tiga biji samosa n template pmh..sbb marahkn sy..mmg lwk la sy rasa..dh la mai tgh2 mlm..sy pnya la tunggu dia sepanjang mlm..smpai last2 sy hampir2 nk trtido br dia datang..huhu...
ntah la..walaupun br satu sem sy melalui hidup dgn dia tapi seperti sy telah mengenali dia begitu lama sekali..seakan susah utk berpisah dgnnya..hurmmm...
tapi nak bt mcm mn kn..SETIAP PERTEMUAN SUDAH TENTU ADA PERPISAHAN..
so, sandarkan cinta kita kepada ALLAH sblm mencintai manusia...
ok la..shbt2 dah bising ni nk pi mkn..
antaranya ialah LASAGNA..huhu..k la..jgn jeles..nak????pergi beli sendiri ya..:b

NUKILAN SEORANG SAHABAT

from erny.......
salam Jeda.

Rasa macm kte dah lme kenal. tpi klu dibilang dgn jari kte kenal x smpai sethaun jagung pun. mungkin inilah ikatan ukhuwah yg selalu kte dgr tapi jarang kte rasainya. ikatan ini juga terjalin atas takdir Allah jugak. Klu kte x pergi ke rumah Allah kte x kan dpt kenal hang. tpi pejam celik x lme lagi kte dah nak berpisah physiclly tpi hrap mentally jganla lpe kenagan kte bersame. kadang2 ape yg kte makin kejar bende tulah makin jauh dri kte. x tawla ape kaitannye. sje je nak padatkan kalam ni. tapi ungkapan ni byk beri kesan dl kehidpan gue. sebab pernah dlu kte nak sgt gi luar negara dgn berbekallkan sijil SPM tpi x ckup syarat kot. tpi yg pling penting sbnanrnye Allah x benanrkan. sebab Allahlah pling memahami kemampuan dri ini lbih dr diri sendiri. tntag Jeda kte harap hang sbrlah hadapi sgala dugaan n ujian yg Allah bg. jgn selau cpat melenting sbab byk padahnye. kte harap hang dpt merasai 'rumahku syurgaku'. syangilah keluarga anda seadanye. wassalam..............

UKHWAH...???



kalau anda sebutkan ukhwah..apa perkara pertama yang sampai di fikiran anda?semestinya perhubungan kan...bagi sy, secara spesifiknya, uhkwah bermaksud perhubungan yang dijalinkan sesama sahabat yang berada di atas jalan ALLAH..maksud sy sahabat sesama jantina..klau kita tgk, ukhwah  ni bleh menyinari hari2 kita dan juga boleh mengelapkan hari kita seperti langit mendung sebelum hujan..terpulang kepada individu itu sendiri utk menentukan uhkwah bagaimana yg dikehendaki..tepuk dada tanya iman..itu yg sy selalu dengar dan cuba kita amalkn..cuba kita bt experiment ttg kenapa ada org yg berukhwah tetapi melalui saat2 kedukaan..melalui pengalaman sy..kebanyakan org begitu kerana mereka berukhwah sesama manusia tetapi tidak mendahulukan ALLAH..mereka lebih mengingati sahabat sampai sehari x call mmg x sah..so, sama2 la kita membina ukhwah yg berlandaskan kepada jalan ALLAH..dgn selalu mengingati ALLAH, insyaALLAH kita akan dpt dua kasih sayang..huhu..kasih sahabat dan semestinya kasih cinta sejati kita, ALLAH..i love ALLAH..(cuba ungkapkan dalam monolog seharian kita)...huhu..:D

Friday, December 4, 2009

KEPADA JEDA?

Salam...

Jeda ni memang pelik. Tetibe suruh orang tulis kat dalam blog die. Hm.. Tapi x tau nak tulis aper :p

Hm, first skali nak ckap kat sahabat yang ni SYUKRAN byk2 sbb sudi datang umah..
Walaupun rumah ni serbe kekurangan, tapi sudi gak ek Jeda dtg. Hehe
Hm, x reti ah nak manje2, tapi just ingat yang Nur Samihah binti Khairir akan sentiasa mengingati Nurisma Syaheeda sbg Sahabat nye dunia akhirat. Doalah same2 moga2 kita ditempatkan dlm syurgaNya. <3

Jeda ni kalau bab2 bersahabat, die mmg pandai cari. Jeda org yang peramah, bersyukur jumpe org mcm Jeda.
Jeda lain dr yang lain. Bersyukur gak Jeda dipilih menjadi Pengerusi (Sementara) Surau Mawar. Memang menjalankan tugas dengan baik. Harap2 Allah jadikan Jeda salah seorang pemimpin di kalangan kaum Hawa di Syurga Allah kelak.. :) Kite sayang kat sahabat mcm awak :p

Hahaha, Jeda... Seriously, tak tau nak ckp ape lagi. Just SYUKRAN kerana sudi bersahabat dgn kite :)
Alhamdulillah dpt sahabat mcm Jeda. Sahabat mmg sahabat, tapi jangan ah smpai tiap2 hari kene dtg bilik Jeda! Sian roommate kite! Mmg la kalau datang bilik Jeda dpt menghilangkan bosan n menceriakan hati ni, tapi kite kene jage hati roommmate gak kan? Heheh..

Takot nak tulis lebih2 kat sini. Lagipun blog ni Jeda punye. Takot2 nnt terase tuan punye blog. Hehehe
Sampai di sinilah Jeda ye. Walaupun x bermakne sgt n sempoi je, tapi harap terimalah dengan seikhlas hati ye, Jeda <3

UHIBBUKI FILLAH, Nurisma Syaheeda Ismail

~Wassalam

FIRST TIME KE SEREMBAN

Skarang ni kat rumah Mya. Sajer nak bertukar angin mlawat umah sahabat. Erny pun ader skali.. :)

First time masuk umah, Mya, x tau nak cakap ape. Haha...

Tadi singgah LCCT (KLIA) sat. Mya hantar ayah dia. Ayah dia nak pi Langkawi. Mya kata nak berdating ngan mak dia. Haha, lawak la Mya ni.. Tapi ni first time singgah kat KLIA. Orang ramai sungguh! Tringin nak jalan2 kat situ, tapi Mya x kasi sbb dia nak balik cepat. Homesick. Isy, Mya ni, potong line btul! X sempat nak jumpa mak Mya sbb mak Mya tersekat dlm jam on the way nak pi KLIA ni. Huhu.. :(

Mya ajak pi umah dia. X tau sbb apa. Dah x wat apa dah, baik ikut ja ye tak?

Malam ni nak buat assignment. Journal. Tapi skarang tgah online sat. Nak ambik mood blajar. Haha

Klah. Nak solat isyak berjemaah dgn sahabat :)

~Wassalam


Friday, September 25, 2009

RAMADHAN YG PALING BERERTI BUAT KU...2009

msti suma trtanya-tanya, knapa sy katakn yg ramadhan kali ini mrupakn ramadhan plg bererti bt sy?
SBBNYA:
*sy dpt puasa pnh 29 hari tnpa apa2 halangan..ALHAMDULILLAH..segala puji utk ALLAH..
*for the first time in my life,sy dpt solat sunat aidilfitri ngn pnh keikhlasan..n dpt dgr tazkirah yg
mmberi sy satu refreshment yg dlm diri sy..
*dpt terawih tiap2 mlm tnpa trlps satu hari pn

...sy anggap itu satu achievemnt bg sy pd ramadhan kali ini...

RUGI..

*x bgn 1/3 mlm utk tahajud..sgt2 rugi..sbb time tu la ALLAH trn utk mndgr rintihan doa2
hamba2nya..(sy xtau suma tu smpai la ari ni slps abis bc novel ayat-ayat cinta yg btl2 mmberi
input yg brguna kpd sy..)
*x terawih 20 rakaat..sy terawih 8 rakaat je tiap2 ari..rugi sgt..
*blm tntu puasa sy dterima ALLAH sebyk 29 hari..
*x mnggunakn hari2 dkm bln Ramadhan dgn spnuhnya..

SKRG..

Ramadhan sdh pn brlalu n tnpa sedar sy skrg dh berada dlm bulan syawal..sy x pasti sm ada sy mndpt mlm Lailatul Qadar..sy x pasti sm ada ALLAH mngampunkn dosa2 sy, mmberi krahmatannya kpd sy..mnjauhkn sy drpd api neraka..sy x pasti suma itu..dan pada saat ini sy hnya mmpu brdoa agar apa yg sy kerjakn spnjg Ramadhan dpndng ALLAH..........AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN..

Friday, August 7, 2009

AKAN PERGINYA SEORANG SAHABAT

ermmmm,dlm saat-saat mcm ni la ada seorang sahahat sy yg akn pergi x lm lg ke mktab..DLAH..JGN LA PI..tu la yg sy kata kt dia tp dia bt don't know je..WAT THE FISH..btoi la sahabat sy sorang ni..tp nk bt mcm mn kn..dh dia kt dia dh bt solat sunat isthikarah..siap pkai cr yg dia blajar kt KISAS lg..pelik2 btoi..sy pn dgr je la..nk bt mcm mn kn..nnti bleh try untk nk bt keputusan apa2 nnti..haha..apap2 pn..pg td sy dh nangis tahap kritikal smpai bj pn basah..haha..ms time lecture plak tu..lecturer lelaki plak tu..subjek Malaysian Studies..mr. faiz yg ajar..nasib baik lecturer tu sporting..sy slumber je mesej ngn dlah ms lecture dia..nk bt mcm mn..dia pn ckp psl portugese,dutch,british n japanese..haha..nape dlm bahasa inggeris ye?ye la..kn sy ambk tesl ..msti la dlm bi..WAT THE FISH la..ok..have to go..busy ni..haha..utk dlah pas ni MAKTAB DI HATIKU la plak kn?hahaha..dh la kt negeri sembilan..boringnya..bkn ada apa kt sn..xtau la..dia dh bt kputusan..dh kata mcm2 tp x mau dgr nk bt mcm mn..ok la..p dulu..daaaaaaaa..tunggu next entry..

Saturday, August 1, 2009

MARWA AL-SHERBINI..moga ditempatkan dalam kalangan kekasih Allah

apa akan anda fikir apabila anda melihat nama ini?mesti anda tak kenal kan?klau sebut michael jackson mesti semua kenal kan?siapa tahu pada hari michael jackson meninggal,seorang lagi wanita Islam dibunuh dgn kejam oleh seorang warga German.marwa al-sherbini la yg sy maksudkn.sungguh kejam sekali.disebabkan da memakai tudung, dia dituduh oleh seorang warga german sebagai pengganas.lalu dia membuat bantahan smpai ke makhamah.di sana, wanita ini telah dtikam sebanyak 18 kali oleh lelaki itu tanpa dihalang oleh siapa2 yg ada di makhamah trsebut.kejam kan?mereka boleh membiarkan saja tanpa brbuat apa2.suami wanita itu cuba menolong tapi apa kan daya.sebaliknya suaminya ditembak oleh polis kerana mereka menyangkakan dia yg menikam marwa.so, it is really a weird incident.apa2 pun,sy brdoa agar dia dtempatkan dalam kalangan kekasih2 Allah atas kesungguhannya mempertahankan syariat Islam.Amin.

Friday, July 10, 2009

sahabat surau mawar dan tersayang

kepada sahabat2 surau mawar..di sinilah sy mngenali apa sebenarnya itu Islam..terima kasih keranan mmberi sy peluang utk lbh mngenali Islam..agama semua manusia sejak ditiupkan roh Allah ke dalam badan seseorang manusia itu..sungguh hebat kan mnjadi seorang Islam?..akhirnya sedikit demi sedikit sy telah dberi peluang oleh Allah utk mmbetulkan diri sy ke arah mnjadi muslimah yg lbh elok..itulah cita2 sy..mnjadi seorang muslimah yg solehah dan mndidik anak bangsa apabila sy mnjadi seorang guru kelak..di surau mawar ini lah sy mmpelajari dan mngetahui pelbagai benda baru..nntikn smbungan seterusnya..kwn sy dh ngantuk..so,kn pergi dulu..

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

UiTM DI HATIKU?????

sori sbb sy dah lama tak post any blog about me..sbb skrg sy tgh agak cbuk berada di UiTM..owh,sblm trlupa..sy dh msk empat mnggu berada di UiTM..kehidupan di sini agak mncabar dan ada juga kegembiraan..mcm2 la yg trjadi stakat empat mnggu sy ada kt sini..yg trbaru,that is yg baru brlaku dua hari lps..nset sy baru ja hilang..sedih tu ada la jugak..tp sy try la kawal diri supaya tak trlalu sedih sbb as we all know..setiap yang brlaku ada hikmahnya..

Saturday, May 16, 2009

16 mei..SELAMAT HARI GURU..cikgu

tarikh ni..satu hari yg brmakna utk saya..ermmm..sy nk ucap slmt ari guru kt ckgu2 yg prnh mngajar sy drpd tadika smpai la skrg ni sy dh nk msk u..uitm shah alam..alamak trlajak sudah p cerita psl u..yg tu in the next post..tnggu..:)..ok,sy nak mntk maaf byk2 n ucap terima kasih kt ckgu2 sy trutama yg berikut yg mrupakn inspirasi sy dlm menggapai kejayaan..this is the list..ckgu jamilah,my mak angkat..ckgu afdzan,a supportive tcher that supports me in my studies eventhough she nvr taught me..sir harris ganae,my kimia tcher..wlaupn sy x prnh phm apa yg dia ajar tp sbb dia la at last sy dpt score B4 utk kimia sy coz of his teguran smpai bt sy nangis..ustaz ismail,pk hem sek sy..ermm,apa kaitan??dia mmg x prnh ajar sy tp dia slalu mnjadi pndgr mslh sy..

Friday, May 15, 2009

28 Dis-11 Mac,masa utk berkhidmat utk negara....











ahah..mesti saudara dan saudari pikir apa la yg sy bt utk negara trcinta sy???nak kata sy ni menjaga negara tak la pulak sbb sy ni bknnya askar pun..polis pun tidak..ntahla apa lagi..sy cuma seorang bekas pelajar SMSSMJ..yg sebenarnya sy ni juga bekas pelatih kump. 1/siri 6/tahun 2009 Kem Rekreasi Belia Baling..hahahaha..bg yg juga merupakan orang-orang yg trpilih utk menyertai plkn mesti anda suma tau kan tarikh keramat tu?mula-mula sy dpt tau sy trpilih pn melalui sms mnggunakan nset kwn sy sbb sy x bwk nset pi sek(biasala..pelajar yg mngikut peraturan sek)..:)mmg tak dinafikan sy rs trtekan mndapat brita itu tp nk bt mcm mn..sy try to be positive n jadi gila-gila utk mnutup kegelisahan di hati smpai kwn-kwn sy igt sy suka utk mnjalani PLKN..tp sbnrnya tak..

ok la..tak mau cerita dah psl mula-mula dpt tau sy dpt mnjalani PLKN..sy nak meneruskan dgn apa xperience sy di plkn selama hampir 2 bulan stengah sy ada kt Kem Rekreasi Belia Baling..sebuah kem yg mmg dtakuti ramai sbb dkhabarkn ttg jurulatihnya yg ckp garang..tp apa yg sbenarnya ialah mereka sgt tegas bknnya garang..pd mulanya sy mndaftar diri pn sy tau mereka ni sbenarnya caring n bknnya garang..cm bla kn jd tegas,mereka mmainkan peranan mereka..

eh..ckp psl jurulatih pulak..cerita psl sy pulak..kat sn sy dilantik mnjadi sarjan kump. delta atau lebih sinonim dgn pnggilan SATRIA PERKASA..nm kump. sy..ermmm..mula-mula sy mmg hepi sbb dpilih melalui undian trbyk oleh ahli kump. tp slps itu byk yg trjadi kpd sy..mula-mula sy merasakan ahli kump. sy sumanya baik tp hari mkn hari,mereka berubah mnjadi tidak mahu mndgr ckp sy as their sarjan,,tu yg tension sgt..slama di sn..bleh dikira ng jari bape kali sy mrasa hepi..sumanya dsbbkn ahli kump. yg tak mmberi kerjasama.

takpe la..nk bt mcm mn..cerita psl pelatih trbaik pulak..sy dicalonkan dlm 50 org yg dpilih ckgu..then da mcm-mcm saringan pastu..intrview prtama sy lulus..ujian brtulis sy lulus..intrview ktiga sy lulus..intrview keempat sy lulus smpai la trpilih jd top 10..last skali intrview ngn komandan..kami diuji ngn plbagai soalan..sy pulak tak bape brsedia brbnding ngn kwn-kwn sy..so at last,wirawati trbaik disandang sarjan lily,wira trbaik dsandang penghulu alpha n last but not least pelatih trbaik dsandang oleh pnghulu besar atau pnghulu kesuluruhan,amir..

at last,what do i get from this programme..byk yg sy dpt,di samping mnambahkan keyakinan diri melalui jawatan saya sebagai seorang sarjan..saya dpt mmbuat byk perkara yg tak prnah sy lakukan sblm ni..for example..flying fox,kayak,water convidence,kembara halangan n byk lg yg sy sndri dh x bape nk igt..hahahaha

hurrrmmmmmmm..my first time

apa yang patut saya tulis??????itulah perkara pertama yang terlintas di fikiran sy semasa hendak memulakan my first time in blogging..should i write this or should i write that..sungguh memeningkan..hmmmm..takpe lah..first time kan?i'm sure all first timers in blogging are like this..maybe bila dah lama-lama ok la kot..i tried to think positive..suma yang kita buat start drpd bawah..'without first time learning there will not be a successful person'..ermmm..apa yang sy tulis ni?nk tulis psl first time in blogging,melalut pi kat benda lain pulak..anyway suma benda dalam dunia ni ada kaitan..for example..kita sedaya upaya menafikan seseorang yang kita benci itu saudara kita..ya,pada zahirnya begitu tapi pada hakikatnya tidak..hakikatnya kita suma anak Nabi Adam..tak kiralah kita ni bangsa apa,agama apa..sumanya tetap anak Adam as he is the first human on the earth..